Wednesday, 23 May 2012

Titanic.


This was originally a script for a vlog intended to be posted on the anniversary of the sinking this year but other things came up and it wasn't filmed in time. So. Script!

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With a death toll of around 1,500 Titanic is not the biggest maritime disaster; it’s not even the biggest peacetime maritime disaster. That place is taken by a Spanish ferry that went up in flames in the 80’s killing almost 4,000 passengers. To compare disasters by body count like this is cold and disregarding the importance of a single human life but it does make one wonder: Why is Titanic specifically so prominent in out historic make-up?

Titanic came at a golden era in Western Civilisation. A time where man was defying nature and building a bigger and better way for himself, England and America were prime powers on every market, businessmen were celebrities and, whilst the ‘common man’ was beginning to make his way in the world, class unfortunately still meant a lot. It was an in-between time, the gilded past looking towards the shiny new future. Titanic was a symbol of this age.

“God himself cannot sink this ship.” They said. It’s the kind of circumstances you might expect to see in a multi-layered dystopian novel. The arrogance of man and his possessions, shaking his fist at fate. There is no one specific person to blame for this disaster, the inquiry transcripts are a fascinating read because it all comes down to a group of people facing the impossible and asking ‘how could this happen and could I be responsible for it?”. The inquiries also reveal the extent of the class bias of the age, the US only interviewing 3 third-class passengers and the British none at all.

Titanic also highlighted the failings of the institution. At the time, lifeboat regulations depended upon the size of the ship, not the number of people on board. And the regulations had not been adjusted for many years before ships of Titanic’s size were even imaginable. In fact, Titanic held several more lifeboats then were regulated at the time, making it ‘safer’ than necessary even though they didn’t have enough space for even half those on board. The disaster was a wake-up call that safety regulations had to keep up with the speed of progress, or else their ‘beautiful, modern world’ would become disastrous.

Titanic is rife with speculation and conspiracies, although there is little mystery to the story itself.  The collision was a result of being under-prepared for unfortunate conditions and yet people still look for more. Why did the owners cancel their journey at the last minute? Where were the binoculars that the look-outs required? Could it all have been an insurance scam gone wrong? What about the novel ‘Futility’ written several years beforehand about a near identical ship called The Titan that also sank on its maiden voyage? Titanic is surrounded by questions in search of an absolution to explain away a tragedy that is unfortunately without answer.

As well as being a story in its own right, the ship contained thousands of smaller stories, many of them untold and only discernable in bits and pieces. From the millionaire celebrities to the stowaways, abducted children left orphaned to the suffragette’s who commanded lifeboats, there is a story for everyone. [The plan was to make a separate video elaborating on some of these individuals]

So we have symbolism, conspiracy, celebrity attraction, individual tales of heroics and love and loss, and the failure of institution in the Golden era of man. All this, in startling imagery and mind-boggling proportions captured the hearts and minds of so many even 100 years later. I personally hope it never fades from out collective memories.

Sunday, 23 October 2011

NaNoWriMo Questions


1 - Have you participated in NaNoWriMo before?  If so, which years and what end result?  If not (or even if so, for that matter), what’s your connection to writing?  Why do you want to participate this year?
I gave NaNo a shot last year but failed. I only made it to about 30,000 words before I became utterly disenchanted with my story. I loved the characters but hated the style and it just wasn't working. 
I've been writing on and off for as long as I can remember. The earliest memory of school I have is winning a writing contest for the whole primary school when I was in Kindergarten. It was about a border collie. 
I don't know if I'll be able to officially participate this year, what with exams and such, but I do have a story I want to try and get out so I'll give it a go.

2 - What’s the title of your story?  Why did you choose the name you did?
It doesn't have an official title at the moment. All the obvious one's like 'Aftermath' or 'Ground Zero' are too cliche for me. I'm considering just taking 'Cannibals' from my other story as it fits the theme slightly better but I'm still not happy with it.

3 - Pick one of your female characters.  Introduce your readers to her, from her point of view and her words only.
They call me a hipster so I guess I am. I mean, there comes a point where you get over trying to fight the labels people give you. What's so bad about being identifiable? That's how cavemen were able to tell which berrys were poisonous and which ones weren't. Anyway, if three people call you a donkey you buy a bridle, right?
So I like scarves and weird shoes and obscenely long coffee orders that I've committed to memory three years ago. I'm not especially apologetic and I keep a diary which is more cut-outs from obscure magazines than my own words. I spent six days out of seven in the city with my friends who look are as different and diverse as my coffee orders over the years. And that's how I like my life. Stable. A singular current to follow and guide me day after day after day.
When the current stops, when it has nowhere to go, then you flounder. 

4 - What genre is your novel?  Why did you pick it?
I guess it's kind of young-adult/adventure. Think Tomorrow When the War Began crossed with Cloverfield crossed with a road-trip.

5 - Name two songs from your playlist that you feel are connected with your novel in some way, and explain how they are.
Sail by Awolnation and Keep Your Head by the Ting Tings
Just general 'keep a hold of yourself songs. One for my main male character and one for my female protagonist.

6 - What is your one biggest stressor related to forcing yourself to write at least 50,000 words in a span of 30 days?
EXAMS

7 - Where’s your favorite place to hunker down and write?
It's probably pretty telling that I find my best inspiration strikes in the middle of a lecture or on my 'homework' chair . . . yeah I have a homework chair.

8 - Have you told anyone else you’re doing NaNo this year?  Who?  What was their reaction?
I told Jacqui I didn't know if I'd be able to do NaNo officially this year.
She glared at me for about a whole straight minute.
And then I said I'd try.

9 - How does your love of writing manifest in non-NaNo months?
Well it doesn't all the time. During most of NaNo I kind of hate writing. Once I get over 10,000 I start to feel pretty good though, every now and then I'll churn out a scene or two that makes me get up and dance in a circular motion around my bedroom (true story). But what I love is the accomplishment and the knowledge that I am telling a story about people and that's what I love.

10 - Ever tried collaborative writing (such as play-by-post roleplaying)?  If so, what do you think of it?
I don't think I work well creatively with other people . . . plus most writers are crazy.


11 - Imagine you’re behind in your word count goals (even if you’re not) and are going to pull an all-nighter to catch up.  Screencap a playlist of inspirational music you would use to get you up to speed.

This is my zombie fighting mix. It is the most badass mix I have ever made.

12 - Name a male character from your novel.  Describe him through the point of view and words of the female character you introduced in question 3 (if they never interact, pick another female character).
Crusoe was . . . tall, I suppose. I mean, he was good-looking in a 'I still wear overalls out in public' kind of way. Not that there was anything wrong with that, I'm not that big of a snob. But he had . . .shoulders and . . . hair and things. See, this is the problem when people don't allow themselves to be labelled. With his no-band, no-brand tee-shirt and completely non-descript pants it was impossible to tell whether his home-grown, 'what's-a-tram?' act was legit or not.
Okay, he knows what a tram is. Maybe I am that big of a snob.

13 - Who is the antagonist in your novel?  What drives their actions?
I suppose the armed forces is one of them (clicheeee) and there's also a small gang of new-world conspiracy theorists. The drive of their actions is a series of complicated back-stories that I haven't come up with yet or articulated in any form whatsoever.

14 - Which authors or books have inspired your own writing the most, and why?
John Green writes the way I wish I thought and Jaclyn Moriarty's mastering of relationships and story-telling is glorious in every way.

15 - If you could meet one fictional character from any book you’ve ever read, who would it be, and why?
Weirdly enough it's a tie between Tiffany Aching from the Wee Free Men series and Hassan from An Abundance of Katherines. Tiffany is badass and Hassan just seems like a really fun guy. 

16 - Is religion featured in your novel at all?  If so, which ones?  If it’s/they’re your own creations, describe it/them and how it/they play(s) a part in your characters’ lives.
It is featured but not in an especially prominent way. One of my characters (the male introduced in Q.12) is a 'religious-ish' person before the incident and afterwards finds comfort in his faith as I imagine some would. The other three main characters, however, are not religious at all. There are a couple of scenes when they discuss the issue in a casual manner but nothing more.

17 - What are the names of at least two of your main characters?  How did you choose their names?
Matthew Robinson and Tristan Criss are my two main male characters. I chose Robinson because I wanted to use the nickname 'Crusoe' but besides that not much thought was put into naming at this point. Still in preliminary stages.

18 - Was any research involved (historical or otherwise) in your NaNo prep? 
I downloaded Google maps to get an aerial view of Sydney and I called upon 19 years of personal research and mental mapping of the city.
Thats . . . about it.


I bastardised these questions from a 30 day meme meant to be done alongside NaNo but I thought I'd answer a few to give you guys an idea of what I'll be doing for it. Again, not sure if it's 100% reasonable to expect a full 50,000 words by the end of November but I'll give it a good shot.
Feel free to ask anymore questions or send me your NaNo profile. And good luck.

Tuesday, 20 September 2011

A - Z Of Amy

A meme to fill in the time till next April. Although I'm considering making a progress blog during NaNoWriMo.


A. Age: 19
B. Bed size: Queen
C. Chore that you hate: Hanging out washing. Also dealing with washing machine's in general. They hate me.
D. Dogs: I love Spaniels but I grew up with Blue Heelers, Maltese Terriers and Rhodesian Ridgebacks
E. Essential start to your day: A Mocha and/or Up and Go. Maybe a good book on the train in.
F. Favorite color: Royal purple and mint green
G. Gold or Silver: Silver
H. Height: 163cm
I. Instruments you play: In the past I have learned piano, clarinet, trumpet and guitar. Now I'm learning the ukulele.
J. Job title: Dispenser and Wannabe-Writer
K. Kids: One day. I guess. Ick. (Alright, my ideal plan involves two boys a year apart and then six years after the second boy, a girl. . . just coz)
L. Live: Sydney, Australia
M. Mother’s name: Mellissa
N. Nicknames: Squirrelfish, A and Amymoo
O. Overnight hospital stays: Not yet, although I've been there all day a couple of times.
P. Pet peeves: When people clean their glasses on their shirts, 12 year-olds talking about how drunk/high they got on the weekends and people who don't understand that yelling won't help.

Q. Quote from a movie: "Reach for what you want but, most importantly, realise what you already have." - American Teen
R. Right or left handed: Right
S. Siblings: One younger sister who is gorgeous and amazing and such.
U. Underwear: I guess I'm a fan?
V. Vegetable you hate: Beetroot
W. What makes you run late: Tumblr, Youtube, finding my watch and one last cup of tea.
X. X-Rays you’ve had: Teeth, hands and brain.
Y. Yummy food that you make: Tzatziki, nachos and chicken-lemon soup.
Z. Zoo animal: Meerkats 

Wednesday, 7 September 2011

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So clearly I did not finish BEDA. Clearly it took me until September until I realised this. Surprise.
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Monday, 18 April 2011

Pratchett

Yesterday I went to see Terry Pratchett interviewed by Garth Nix at the Sydney Opera House and good gravy what an experience.

The astonishing thing about my organisational skills is that I am only capable of organising things in an extremely condensed amount of time. When I discovered that my local cinema was doing a midnight screening of Harry Potter I messaged all my friends, got definite numbers and bought the tickets within forty-five minutes of the discovery. When I read in the paper, on the train home from uni, that Terry Pratchett was going to be at the Opera House I messaged everyone and organised who was and was not interested before I stepped in my front door. I bought the tickets the next day.
Ask me to organise something over a couple of weeks? I'll put it off until the day before. One hour? I can halve that time. I'm a contradiction.

Anyway, I started reading Terry Pratchett when I was approximately 12 years old and I think I'll be reading and re-reading them for the rest of my life. His books have probably been a primary influence in the way I view the world and my ambition to be a writer. Yes, I love Harry Potter and all that it's adoration entails, but the Discworld is my childhood happy place. When I learnt that Terry Pratchett had Alzheimer's I was deeply upset. Here is one of this centuries most brilliant minds, slowly deteriorating. I kind of understand why he's an advocate for assisted suicide (a topic which I'm largely undecided on). The destruction of such an imagination, such quick wit and astonishing thought, is truly a tragedy.

I don't know why I was surprised to find him so funny. He spoke how he wrote, with eloquent phrasing and a dazzling sense of humour that caused the audience to hang on his every word and spontaneously burst into applause. He was shorter, smaller, than I imagined him being - I suppose he's rather old now - but his personality more than made up for it.

The interview went half an hour over time but I don't think anybody wanted it to end. When they finished they threw plastic teeth into the front few rows (from the tooth-fairys castle of course) and Garth Nix got everybody to sing Happy Birthday because it was Mr Pratchett's birthday next week and it was amazing.

I think the most wonderful part of the experience, besides 'oh my gosh I just heard Terry Pratchett speak) was the complete and total adoration of the audience for this small, skinny man with a lisp and a big hat. You could feel the love and the awe that every single person sitting there had bursting from their hearts. I know that the Discworld series gave me so much as I was growing up and if everyone else felt even a fraction of that gratitude then it was possibly the most affectionate and loving crowd I have ever been a part of.

If anything ever happened to him now I would be so distressed. But I definitely know that I would not be the only one.

Positive Memory of the Day: That one time I saw Terry Pratchett and then walked across the city with friends and it was a near-perfect night.

Saturday, 16 April 2011

With my tail between my legs

So hey, y'know how you keep learning new things about me each day? I'll bet you were beginning to get weighed down by all that extra knowledge. You were, weren't you imaginary-reader?
Well because I'm such a kind and gracious blogger I decided to give you a break from all that information. A whole week's break. Aren't I just the most giving person you've ever met in your whole entire life?
I guess you don't really learn anything new in this blog post, rather it reiterates the fact that I'm not good at committing to things.

So what have I been up to in the past few weeks that has distracted my attention so? Honestly? Not a whole lot. There has been quite a bit of assignmenting or, as I like to call it, 'wait, you mean I actually have to make an effort in university?' I've also powered through an awful lot of drama which luckily was the kind of drama that happens for a reason so you sort of cry into your skim mochas and then realise it's all for the best and things get sunshiny again, or at least you can see the sunshine on the horizon so if you squint it kind of looks sunshiny and thats okay.

I've also forced myself to jump back into reading which was much much harder than it should have been. But once I actually spent money on books (precious, precious money) rather than just picking them up half-heartedly from a library and lamely promising myself that I could finish them before they were due (I couldn't) I actually had a little more motivation.

I read Plague, the fourth book in the Michael Grant Gone series and I screamed and cried and I was on the train and people judged me. Honestly, I am the kind of writer (who is not a writer at all) who enjoys putting her characters through a bit of pain and I'm not afraid of killing a protagonist off if necessary. But my goodness, I just want this series to end and for everything to be okay and for terrible, horrific things to stop happening to these kids and there's TWO MORE BOOKS AND I HAVE TO WAIT LIKE TWO YEARS AND I CAN'T HANDLE IT.

I also FINALLY read Looking For Alaska by John Green. John Green is one of my favourite authors and he writes how I wish I thought so I was so excited to get a hold of it. I enjoyed it but personally I preferred Paper Towns and Abundance of Katherines. My next challange is to find a copy of Will Grayson, Will Grayson and, also, some money to purchase it with.

Will I blog tomorrow? Who knows. But on the off chance that someone reads this who isn't from Tumblr, HERE is a link to my youtube page. I'm relatively new, be gentle.

Positive Memory of the Day: I was in study with four friends and a young male teacher was supervising. Approximately 20 minutes before the period ended our conversation turned to, ahem, risque topics. After a few minutes we heard a thud of a laptop closing and the teacher was hurrying out of the classroom, red-faced, muttering that we knew how to lock up.

Friday, 8 April 2011

Sucker Punch - SPOILERS

I caught up with my family this evening to pick at quesidilas (good LORD spelling) and see Sucker Punch.
What, I'm sure you are asking, did I think of this controversial film?
Well I'll tell you.

Sucker Punch was visually stunning, was brilliant technically, beautifully scored and, oh whats the word I'm looking for?
Annoying.
Just, annoying.
I didn't go into this movie with many prejudices. I was curious because the concept of the imaginary mirroring reality appealed to me and I love a dark story. I had a friend who practically hissed every time the title was mentioned but besides that I had relatively adequate hopes. Not high hopes. Adequate.
I think my thoughts can be summed up best in list form.
- The beginning was cool. No dialogue, strong images, craaaazy dark close-ups. It was cool. For the first ten minutes. Once it was dragged into 20 and 30 minutes, not so cool. Kind of annoying.
- I wished we'd seen more of the mental hospital side of the characters, it might have helped us to sympathise with the characters. As it was it was a bit blink-and-miss. Like 'Oh yeah, they were in a mental hospital.' So, annoying.
- Okay so she thinks of the brothel as less traumatising than a mental institution. Really? Forced imprisonment is forced imprisonment. Annoying.
- Now I don't really have a fundamental problem with women characters in scanty clothing. Power Girl is one of my favourite super-heros and girl is defying gravity in her costume. But good gravy not one pair of pants? Not one? I've never seen so much thigh in my life. And don't be acting all like fishnets are comfortable to run in, I have run in fishnets. Fishnets are not comfortable. NONE of that looked comfortable. And weren't you cold? It was snowing, I saw your breath you ARE cold. I wish that in at least one scene they were dressed semi-practically. Just one. Again, not a fundamentally biased person against a corset. I love me some corsets and I'm sure there's gonna be a heap of girls in Baby Doll costumes. But it is not necessary in Every. Single. Scene. Annoying.
- I didn't care about any of them. Any of them. Maybe towards the end I MIGHT have cared about Sweet Pea, I really actually wanted to. I get it, it was her story. I didn't mind that aspect. But gosh I had to at least have some kind of emotional or psychological attachment to her. Or Baby Doll for her sacrifice. Annoying.
- Speaking of Baby Doll, funny how in the fantasy world SHE did all the tough stuff whereas in the brothel world she just danced whilst the others risked their lives. Super annoying. But okay, she did have a tragic ending.

I would like to mention a few positives. It was very very pretty, the actresses did their best, probably the most convincing performance from Rocket and I was a little surprised by Vanessa Hudgens in the few seconds she was allowed some semi-decent writing. Blue was a moderately well supported villain in that he established himself as a real threat; he was smart, cruel and selfish which is a far more frightening combination than stupid and evil. The problem was the story and the characters did not grab me until the last 20 minutes or so, losing me again for another 10 minutes where they were all 'Zomigosh-Look-It's-Jon-Hamm-Isn't-He-Handsome' (which he is) and then getting me again for the last two minutes.
But the last two minutes do not a movie make.

It was annoying. The story was sloppy, the characters were unsympathetic and you do not pitch yourself as a female-empowering movie unless you can empower ALL females. Not just the ones who wear sailor costumes and thigh-highs. They essentially dug their own grave on that one.
If they'd put on some pants in at least two scenes, given the main character some inkling of sympathetic traits, given the supporting cast some credit and rationalised their setting choices then maybe they'd have a half-decent gurl-action film. Otherwise, just frankly obnoxious and, yep, annoying.